Trusting Yourself First

Today I woke to the sound of the rain on the windows.
honestly its one of my favourite sounds that brings me
a sense of peace serenity and tranquility.

Yet today, the energy i immediately began to feel was different..

it was

VIBRANT

yet nervous

yet excited

yet anxious

yet more exited than EVER!

my energy was rising and elevating quickly and
my thoughts were swirling like a tornado,
it was literally like i was getting shoulder tapped and nudged
by a force that was here to remind me of something Super important.
It was a moment where i truly felt my inner power to
create change in EVERYTHING internally and externally.

do you know what I’m talking about?

There was seriously like 100 ideas downloading

yip

there was

Oh I could do this

OH I could i do that

oh i could create this

or i could create that

Oh I could invest in this

or i could invest in that,.

but hmmm what should i do first?…

i mean shit…

i have this whole day ahead of me

THIS BRAND NEW DAY

new air

new energy

new perspective

new love

new

new

new

new

YOU GET IT RIGHT!

Yes I had ALL of these thoughts.

 

But the most important one was this

“Marissa you have this brand new exciting day in your hands!

you have all of these opportunities to create love freedom and Joy,

and they ARE AMAZING and will drive you forward to propel your vision.”

this thought alone was INTENSE!

my heart beat started to race

it got faster

and faster

and faster

and faster..

and it was clear to me I had some serious decisions to make

because each of the ideas and that i was

downloading that i know will accelerate my results

all came with a financial investment

and I know I just can’t do them ALL right now.

honestly the vibration of this moment elevated so quickly that

i sat up right and grabbed my laptop to start journalling it all.

Because you know when you wake each day and

you become aware of how powerful these moments really are..

you CAN NOT ignore them,

otherwise the ideas pass

and they “expire” in your mind.
like “poof”

up in smoke and disappear.

So i placed my fingers on the keyboard to start typing…

and BOOOM

frozen..

YES I paused

AND I noticed’ the chaos in my mind right now!

and it LANDED like a G6 plane

Marissa! STOP IT!!!

stop ‘TRYING’ so hard

your getting all flustered AND emotional

Just stop it

and let it flow with ease

so its authentic.

because heres what i know friends.

How you do one thing

is how you do EVERYTHING…

huh say wat??

yes its true

how you show up in one area of your life

is exactly how you show up in other areas of your life

so i STOPPED

and i placed one hand on my tummy, and my other hand on my heart

and i took the deepest breath

I inhaled love and gratitude

and exhaled love and gratitude.

and i quietly asked myself

“Marissa what identity do you need to step into

to create the opportunities you know your soul will respond to the most…

and what is it that my soul needs most right now?”

and holy crap when the answer landed it was like a sheet in the air slowly settling

into gravity…

see heres what else I know

if you can not ask yourself a question and

not only hear the answer

but TRUST the answer

you need to find more peace and silence.

because you must believe all that you

want and need resides with in you

and i won’t lye
this is an area of my life that i am still working on everyday

”TRUSTING’ myself

because although I am waking each day committed to my daily rituals and practises

I AM still learning how powerful mythoughts are

I am still  learning how incredibly powerful having the right

environment is

and

I am still learning that in order to truly show up in an

authentic way

where opportunity happens

is in the flow and happens with ease

I must trust myself ALWAYS

and believe me so should you!

With Love always
Marissa

xx

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