ARE YOU SACREDLY UNAPOLOGETIC?

After speaking to one of my soul sisters

and just flowing as we do with our conscious converations

Something MASSIVE landed for me

It was like when you are standing in the ocean

and you get distracted and next minute a wave hits you

BOOM!

wake up call to the core!

YOU GASP for breath, and even for a second

you get knocked off your feet,

your spinning

and trying to regain where the

surface is so you can catch your breath.

Well thats the process I experience when

something massive lands for me.

What we were discussing

was authenticity, and how I am open as a book on

my social media, but there is still a side of myself

that I don’t show and I only just realised it was

a side that those who are close to me

often say, they admire and love so much about me.

You see 99% of the time I am in a high loving operating space

so truly show my viewers my true self

but there is this 1% that only my family and tribe

get to experience and that is my Sacredly Unapologetic “spiritual gangsta” side

 

I am always talking about being Sacredly Unapologetic

Its a chapter in my book “From Struggle to Strength”

that I released this year.

It’s where I talk about peeling back the layers to get closer to the core,

and how every successful person has to learn the art of becoming

more and more sacredly unapologetic.

See heres the thing

I show up on social media as ME,

there is no faking

there is raw truth (my truth)

there is real love

and there is fearless conversation when it comes to sharing my views.

but there is 1% of me that is actually the outlet I organically operate on

to process things and shift FAST.

So when i say I’m gangsta

I’m not talking about clothing

or swag (well maybe hahah)

or hip hop

or crime

I’m talking about my personal choice in how I process when something

pisses me off

or frustrates me

or confuses me.

I swear A LOT!

I say the words like

M.F. or F.O. or No F.W. …

or my favourite….

Oh Shyyyyyt

and my posture changes for a split second

and I feel the strength of my inner animal.

Now I don’t fight and I don’t start fights

Its simply my way of processing my experience

make sense??

Well I used to hide it, and think if I was too open to the public i would be judged
(don’t we all go through this phase of caring how others see us!)

UNTIL

My tribe of my most sacred, respected and conscious woman

took a stand that this side of me

was what made me so unique

it was the one thing they agreed on that

they always found so

raw and real about me.

See heres the thing

so many of you will frown upon swearing and profanity

and I understand its not accepted from many religions.

But if you can see it like this

and its exactly how my best friend described it

I walk into the room

If something has happened that has triggered me

I will say out loud

Mutha f8***kr

or

OH for fu(***ks sake

and heres the thing

my girlfriends all laugh and with that I

respond with laughter and as I’m

laughing
I am actually downloading the experince

I’m stepping outside myself to observe why i felt so strongly about the moment

and i grow, i shift and I immediately rise to a higher state

Yes its a PROCESS

its INSTANT

and its FAST

and I truly do love this about myself because it’s who I am

and I LOVE that I do not judge myself anymore because I swear

Its just words, so without attachment i allow them to pierce my state

and serve me in a positive way.

I guess my point is this

from now on I want to always give you all of me

100 percent of my authentic self

so you can choose to continue vibing with me or not.
I only want to call in a tribe who ‘get it”

and who want to be more sacredly unapologetic about

who THEY are.

With Love Always

Marissa xx

 

 

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