Do You Ever Take On Other Peoples Energy For The Wrong Reasons?

Here is an example of where I

“almost” took on someone else’s reality and energy.

And if I hadn’t have caught myself.

How destructive that could have being for myself, my environment and my reality.

 

Early hours of this morning (4.30am to be exact), October the 23rd 2016,

I was woken from a very peaceful and deep sleep,

by a high speed chase, from what sounded like it was on the high way.

There were multiple police sirens, tyres screeching,

and what sounded like Formula 1 racing World Series.

 

The noise startled me as it sounded close.

But then it proceeded to get closer, and closer,

and I realised it was not on the highway,

it was in our neighbour hood.

 

Now because we live close to the high way, and a police station,

these sounds are not unfamiliar to me.

But there was something so different about this time

compared to other times.

The experience this morning brought me

a completely different vibration.

and some sort of massive awareness.

Why?

Well I’m still trying to figure it out,

because here I was all safe and snuggled up in bed,

yet when I heard the high speed chase, my body was literally pulled out of bed

I found myself standing, still half asleep and my whole body was shaking..

I recall feeling the heaviest weight that something terrible was about to happen

it was like sooooo many things in that mili second were passing through my thoughts

and as I sit here typing this out I still have no idea of the facts or circumstances.

I do not know anyone involved,

I have had no connection to the police

No connection to anything untoward

Yet there was something in this moment

that affected my soul

I stil have no idea why

but as my belief system is that we are all connected and

Energy is who we are and how we vibrate

I am left wondering ….

Why this impacted me so much…
I had all these questions

I was asking myself

was it the fierce realisation of our current third world problems and

how often this happens unnecessarily?

was it the curiosity of what that person, or people

were experiencing in this moment in their life experience

that would allow them to be in the position they were?

was some one innocent going to be hurt?

or was it my obsession to understand human behaviour?

or was it my compassion for all the humans involved both the runners and the chasers

and the innocent bystanders?

But I guess it was simply my compassion for humanity

my passion to improve humanity

and my Obsession with understanding human behaviour

that got me so caught up in the experience .

After the 30,000 thoughts that raced through my mind

I began to notice my breath was short

my shoulders were high

my arms were folded and

I was closed off,

and then

BOOM

it hit me

my imagination was on fire

I started to create thoughts and feelings

that had nothing to do with me.

I was literally living in my head

I was taking on someone elses story that was not serving me in a positive way,

and I almost, (almost), got stuck there and allowed my thoughts and imagination to shape my reality.

You see heres the thing.

It may not be a high speed chase for you

that disrupts your happy flow,

So a few questions you.

Have you ever had a situation suddenly enter your reality

that has rattled you?

and where did you live at that moment?

What state did you choose?

Curiosity?

Judgment?

Anger?

Compassion?

and did you allow this experience to affect your reality?

because so often as humans we take on other peoples energy

sometimes it conscious, and we hold a space for people that are in need, however other times its our subconscious and we take on other events or situations as our own because it redirects the focus away from us..

ooooohhh

did you feel that?

did that land for you like it landed for me?

Yes i said that. Sometimes we choose to carry chaos, carnage and drama

that isn’t ours because well it takes away the focus from our own.

Hard truth right!!

Well

If something happens suddenly to you

choose to understand its your choice how that energy affects you,

Ask yourself today is this my responsibility?

does this have anything to do with me

do you let other circumstances disrupt your happiness?

With Love always

Marissa xx

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